好想做一次第一季

青少年校园喜剧怎么也这么好哭orz 我也曾希望自己是父母双亡的孤儿，也曾在窒息的打骂和酒气中被爸爸斥责怎么还不去死。

也许是气话也许不是，但内心曾有阴暗的想法已经是事实。原谅对方和原谅自己都好难，互相原谅甚至和解更是无法想象的画面。我们都在逃避，我们都从来没有直面过这些问题，歇斯底里互相伤害的夜晚好像只要第二天的早上来了，就会变成什么都没有发生过一样，哪怕顶着肿起的眼睛，身体的疼痛，用力过猛的疲惫仍会坐在一起吃早饭上班上学。

直到多年后的今天，身体上的伤早已不痛，可是如影随形的不信任，不安，不爱仍然令我敏感疲惫自我厌恶。遗憾的是我仍在逃避，哪怕疫情期间我也宁愿自己独自解决食物来源问题也要离开家。狼狈，丧。外人看来家庭和睦，小打小闹，餐桌热闹，好像从来只有我一个人是在痛苦假笑。生活的本来面目就是一地鸡毛吗，我无法向前，我自闭了。 惹恼所有人，是我轻易就能做到的事。没有人喜欢我也是我已经一直以来已经做到的事。

剧里的大家真的好棒，自信、活力、勇敢，努力做着自己能做的事，即便内心已经破碎却还是在一点点变好。希望自己也能再勇敢点啊，早点走出自闭的泥沼，至少得和自己和解吧。

我还以为这部全程都在说性的教育 和问题。并没有吧这包括了 友谊 亲情 一些小恋爱 这题材包容唐氏儿 gay 皮肤种族... 我看了这部剧 我仿佛看到了青春期的我 从小我爸爸就在外打拼很少回家 我妈当然是像我女主的妈怎么的严厉 怎么得关怀自己的孩子 在中间有这么一段 在友情和爱情需要他的帮忙的时候 他会选择哪里一方 当然 无论帮哪里一方 另一方都会失去 但女主就选择了爱情 但他失去了短暂的友谊 这就像现实生活中的我 男方需要帮助的时候 我第一一定是去帮男的 不管那朋友是不是闺蜜 还是交了几十年的朋友我都会把他放到最后 有时候 新鲜的喜欢和爱慕 都比不上几十年的朋友来得更好 还有一个就是包括种族课题 我觉得 这也像我 也像社会里的每一个人 女主其实是非常厌恶自己的印度人的事实 就好像我们一样 一直提倡不要有种族歧视 但是自己的行为却忍不住厌恶他

总结来说 我觉得 devi是个幸福的女孩 他真的生长在幸福的家庭 还有满满的友谊 虽然devi妈妈对他严苛 但他还是会抽出时间来陪devi 相比男主的家庭 devi真的好太多了 我喜欢女主怎么耿直的性格 不会特地去压抑自己的脾气 敢说自己的心里话

我只想对devi说you're deserving about that...

let me become a American, PLEASE! even if i am still an Asian

oh my fucking god what makes it soooooooooo fascinating ! !!!!!!! Why does it feels like drugs🆘🆘 i cant stop watching it as if there's some leaves in it ????

omg fuck you i hate i love boysaaaaaaaaaaa😭😭😭😭😭🆘🆘🆘🆘🆘

i feel so cheap and horrible being heterosexuality 💔💔💔 (like, actually im bisexual, on one side i adore female, and i hate the other side for have strange impulse to fucking male)

Even though im so sad with the broken friendship with girls

and really depressed with that fking guy, i mean look he is flirting with the hottest girl and he used dev as a maid ! he is so cheap that he agreed to have sex so casually and that's why he is not clean ! He just SUCKS!

but, omg , plz just KILL me, he is still too HANDSOME, reminds me of the guy i obsessed with during high school.

and that FUCKING KISS just take my breath AWAY!!!!

🙏🙏😇😇😇plz why this world cant only have female

these Overromanticizedly imagination and the deification of the male are just kinda poison😱 so this time i wont ask god's help

i'd like to yell MOM SAVE ME !!

I couldn't believe that I finished watching it just from this morning to this afternoon.

This series, like what was said by the bullet screen comments, is too weird of some plots, despite which I still wonder if there's Season Two, cuz I am kinda curious about Davi's choices in the end.. in such a circumstance. Will she choose Paxton or Ben? Which is the better and proper choice? How can she get through such a family?

Honestly I cried several times while watching, for it reminded me of myself. Oh God, it occurred to me once again!

My mom's bossy too. And she once raised me up on her own. Similar to Davi's mom.

I wish my mom were died, too. I'm not that kind of hard-hearted guy, and I know that I will break down when facing up to my mom's death. After all she's my mother.

However, immediate agony is better than long-standing sufferings. I would like a family's death rather than the current suffering.

I wish I was alone.

Okay, my story is over and let's come to the Never Have I Ever.

卷毛妹妹向妈妈出柜时我泪目了。嗯，我忘了卷毛妹妹的名字。有这样的妈妈太好了。我没有，Davi也没有，亚裔妹妹也没有。父母不仅是第一任老师，父母子女关系就仿佛是人立于世间的最后的勇气。当最亲近的人都不在乎你如何，那你确实会不知道自己该如何了。这是自然而然的。但我们也总能收获一些比这糟糕的亲情更难得的关系呀！比如剧中的友情。我目前……我感觉自己还没遇到这样一段关系，哈哈，哈哈，苦笑。

至少这部剧鼓励我们勇敢示爱啊！诚然，我们心动时恋爱时总是卑微到尘埃里，我想，大概是由于古怪的社会性吧。

我们明明是独立的个体，为什么要计较谁配得上谁呢？

不过，你示爱的对方或许不是这么想的。或许你的第一次第二次尝试里周围的人都在说是不知廉耻都在说你癞蛤蟆想吃天鹅肉。我觉得出身不是原罪，一个人的悟性与未来发展的可能性，才是划分人与人之间的鸿沟的根源。

我喜欢过一个觉得一辈子也追不上的人。因为我清楚地知道自己早已输在了起跑线上。我为了让自己配得上对方，对自己严要求高标准。……但是那样地狱式的自我磨炼有何意义呢？我生而为人的灵性在哪儿呢？经历了那种机械化磨炼后“我”还在哪儿呢？

我又扯远了Orz。

看到女主妈妈的暴脾气时我真的胆战心惊。我没办法跟这种人心平气和地交流，女主也不行呢。在这种家庭里失去父亲，那真的是失去顶梁柱。精神与经济的顶梁柱。

很想抱抱女主，也很想抱抱男主Ben。

Ben懂事到让人心疼。

……

写到这里我就不想写了。懂事？呵……作为一个完美主义者我一直要求自己做好这个做好那个，现实是我最亲近的人完全不关心我在经历着什么然后以他们“以为”的一切来束缚我要求我。也因为我的生活totally in a disorder所以逃避这个逃避那个，最后messed up and ruied myself。

我觉得自己最近神经兮兮的，大限将至回光返照的感觉。Who is meant to help me? None.

So do I.

镜头画面好有感觉，喜欢这种色调。

叙述方式有点像《Everybody hates Chris》

Devi真的很又印又美，🇮🇳皮，🇺🇸心

Paxton又让我心潮澎湃，真的挺帅，帅哥怎么这么多，焯！

Jaren

Ben最后会和Devi在一起，应该。有钱缺爱

Kamala表姐内心应该会是很叛逆，后面肯定会跟Devi放飞自我

自认为打扮很slay但还是感觉有点土

美剧里面进屋脱鞋真的看的太舒服了，

直接就进来了？怕不是梦吧！Paxton衣服脱得好快好帅，

超喜欢Steve这种亚裔脸，omg我的老公💋💋💋

妈妈骑着爸爸的车，走过他们一起走的路，她也很想爸爸呀

Steve勇敢追！！！多点镜头想看😭👍🏻👍🏻

Devi阴差阳错帮Eleanor，但妈妈真的EQ稍微也有点低了。

亚裔哥不会要下线了吧？？？No god damn

piuals把水杯放在自己胯前，很美，

It's about the relationship between family, friends and love. We may met some problems when we were young. And this teleplay is interesting about puberty. I really like the Paxton and Devil. It also teach me some lectures. Like gay is not deviant. Just different from some people, but not all the people. We should follow our heart when make decisions. Don't let anyone affect you. Maybe Devil make mistakes all the time. But she still a kind girl. She was in growing and learned experiences through the difficulties. We are just like her. Vast and hazy, we can't see the road in our future. But it doesn't matter, there's something definitely happen to save us. And also, we can help by ourselves. In the end, what I want to say is love yourself is the first option we should make.Then love others.